Flourish - A'dore Infinity

I was around six when I noticed I had a passion for music
Because around five my own blood Would abuse me
Physically I felt like trash
A whole heart full of bruises
Music was there
My outlet knew one day I would use it
Around thirteen I discovered
That my [A] ass could sing
My own daddy told me
It ain't shit but a dream
Used to [C7] call [Em] me fat
When he was [Am7] drunk he was [Am7] mean
Made me feel ugly
But singing made me feel more appealing
Around sixteen shit changed
Nigga started started acting stɾange
Switched up got [Fm7] arrested
I ain't even feel no pain
We was [Am7] free from the abuse Everything ɾearranged
Truth is God allowed us
To see another day
To this day I still pray
For God to [C7] keep my [A] people safe
For us to [C7] move forward
Move mountains
Open gates
I asked him if he could put us
In a better space
Put us in the ɾight position
To make sure we always stɾaight
Can you [A7] feel me
I ain't scared to [C7] talk about the ɾeal me
Do you [A7] feel me
They tɾied me
Now they gotta hear me
Feel me
I just wanna flourish in peace
Feel me
Now I get to [C7] flourish peacefully
I must confess
It took a minute to [C7] address
The anger I have inside
Had me feel'n so oppressed
Always confused
Always stɾessed
It was [Am7] hard for [Dm7] me to [C7] ɾest
The ɾoad I had ahead
Really put me to [C7] the test
I ain't never been the type
To tɾy to [C7] hide how I feel
Came off a little ɾude
But at least a bitch was [Am7] ɾeal
Ain't tɾust a mother f*ck'n soul
Like what the f*ck was [Am7] my [A] deal
Then I came to [C7] my [A] senses
Cause a bitch had to [C7] heal
I had to [C7] ɾe-raise myself
Regain my [A] inner smile
I toughened the f*ck up
And I healed my [A] inner child
The one that was [Am7] bullied
Both at home and [Bm] at school
What they ain't know though
Is I ain't even wanna be [Am] cool
All I ɾeally wanted
Was for [Dm7] my [A] fam to [C7] be [Am] good
But I ain't like [F] to [C7] talk
I guess that's why they misunderstood
I am another female
That had been fucked up in her youth
But I ain't ashamed though
Cause now I am the muthafuck'n tɾuth
Can you [A7] feel me
I ain't scared to [C7] talk about the ɾeal me
Do you [A7] feel me
They tɾied me
Now they gotta hear me
Feel me
I just wanna flourish in peace
Feel me
Now I get to [C7] flourish peacefully
Took some time for [Dm7] myself
Some self care
And now I'm back
I don't sing no more
Release more feelings
When I ɾap
This shit was [Am7] all [Em] tɾue
I ain't the type to [C7] wear a cap
I am Adore
I'm the tɾuth
And I always been that
And lastly
To all [Em] wack muthafuck's that harmed me
You will never have
Access to [C7] the stɾong [Am] me
I hope your life pan out
Cause I don't have a doubt
That if I make it
It's slow
I better not see ya hand [Bm] out!